why...

... do all good things come to an end?

at the moment i don't have an answer, and i really would like to find one. why are you powerless if it comes to prevent a not wanted change in your life? why can't good things not stay as they are... to back you up in situations of trouble?

why does everything look so difficult, so un-manageable after a not expected sleepless night? why do you know you have to act, and why there's only a one-way street you can take?

i need my options! and i don't want to see these dark clouds at the horizon.

a new feeling...

... and you don't know how to interpret it.

a statement

There's probably no god. Now stop worrying and enjoy your life.