30 terms and definitions - one year

skiing - symphony - family - thuringian forest (with former university colleagues) - christmas markets - irish pub - taking a walk (eh in jena) - green - berlin - trains - honesty - soccer - support - despondence - tiredness - hope - energy - gesundbrunnen - interviews - disappointments - snow - hosting - coen brothers - seaside - laptops - tests (frankfurt school of finance and management) - byronic heroes - smartphones and their quality - (plastic) flowers - friends

while you see a chance

Stand up in a clear blue morning until you see what can be
Alone in a cold day dawning, are you still free? can you be?
When some cold tomorrow finds you,
when some sad old dream reminds you
How the endless road unwinds you

While you see a chance take it, find romance fake it
Because it’s all on you

Don’t you know by now no one gives you anything
Don’t you wonder how you keep on moving
one more day your way

When there’s no one left to leave you,
even you don’t quite believe you
That’s when nothing can deceive you

While you see a chance take it, find romance fake it
Because it’s all on you

Stand up in a clear blue morning until you see what can be
Alone in a cold day dawning, are you still free? can you be?
And that old gray wind is blowing and there’s
no way left worth knowing
And it’s time you should be going

While you see a chance take it, find romance fake it
Because it’s all on you

- Joe Cocker

it's not 2002 anymore

icy cold, snowflakes are dropping on the ground. a white winter landscape in the city, when it turns dark you see the lightened windows of the houses with their christmas decoration. peaceful, and yet not evoking the same feelings as in 2002. though situations are comparable. duties done, vacation and christmas ahead.

but so many things have happened in seven years. things that influenced your behaviour, your consciouseness, your views on other persons or topics.

people are changing. not rapidly, but they do. and in result, i lost my 2002 feeling. maybe i'm gonna find a similar again :-)