you're...

... seeing pictures. only six or seven months old. you're just seeing yourself. at this very moment, when you were there. your're remembering your feelings at this place, the altiplano: you were full of self-doubts, uncertainty, and not satisfied to the fullest.

and now, you're looking back, and if you had to assess this person (i.e. yourself) in the pictures, you would say: he's releaxed, chilled, doesn't feel any pressure and rests in himself. plus he's really focused and appreciates the time he's spending.

saying that, is there any possibility stating a timeout from the daily routine doesn't make sense?